Jamais Vu

 

Produced by Arcades, Bad Milk, Marcus McCoan
Written by Marcus McCoan, Owen Robers, Matty Thomson, Max Lynedoch Graham, James F Reynolds, RM, j-hope, “hitman” bang

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This track is performed by Jin, Jungkook, and J-Hope.

In psychology, jamais vu, a French borrowing meaning “never seen”, refers to the phenomenon of experiencing a situation that one recognizes in some fashion, but nonetheless seems very unfamiliar. Source: Wikipedia

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또 져버린 것 같아
I feel like I’ve lost again

넌 화가 나 보여
You look angry

아른대는 Game over over over
A sign that glimmers, “game over, over, over

만약 게임이라면
If this was a game,

또 load하면 되겠지만
it would be all good if I load it again

I guess I gotta deal with this, deal with this

Real world

 

차라리 게임이면 좋겠지
It’d be better if it was a game

너무 아프니까
because it’s so painful

I need to heal my medic

But I’m another star,

완벽하지 못했던 나를 탓해
blaming myself for not having been perfect

Brake in my head, brake in my step, always

그저 잘하고 싶었고
I just wanted to do it well

웃게 해주고 싶었는데.. damn
I just wanted to make you smile.. damn
From 2! 3!: “I wanted to make you only smile, I wanted to do it well.”

 

Please give me a remedy

멈춰버린 심장을 뛰게 할 remedy
A remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again

이제 어떻게 해야 해
What should I do now 

날 살려줘 다시 기회를 줘
Please save me, please give me another chance

Please give me a

 

A remedy, a melody

오직 내게만 남겨질 그 memory
The memory that will remain only in me

이쯤에서 그만하면
If I stop at this point,

꺼버리면 모든 게 다 편해질까
if I turn it off, will everything be at ease?

 

괜찮지만 괜찮지 않아
Though I’m okay, I’m not okay

익숙하다고 혼잣말했지만
Though I’ve been telling myself that I’m used to this,

늘 처음인 것처럼 아파
it hurts every time as if it’s the first time

 

부족한 gamer, 맞아 날 control 못하지
A gamer who lacks the skills, yeah, right, I can’t control myself

계속 아파 ‘Cause 시행착오와 오만 가지
It keeps hurting, ’cause of trials and errors and of all the other things

내 노래 가사, 몸짓 하나
My lyrics, every gesture,

말 한마디 다 내 미시감에 무서워지고
and every word become scary to me because of my jamais vu,

또 늘 도망가려 해
and I try to escape all the time

But 잡네, 그래도 네가
But, you still hold me

내 그림자는 커져가도 내 삶과 넌 equal sign
Even if my shadow grows larger, my life and you are equal sign

So 내 remedy는 your remedy
So my remedy is your remedy
From Boy With Luv: “But your scar is my scar”

Please give me a remedy

멈춰버린 심장을 뛰게 할 remedy
A remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again

이제 어떻게 해야 해
What should I do now 

날 살려줘 다시 기회를 줘
Please save me, please give me another chance

Please give me a

 

(Remedy)

또 다시 뛰고, 또 넘어지고
I run again and fall again

(Honestly)

수없이 반복된대도
Even if this repeats countlessly,

난 또 뛸 거라고
I’ll run again
From Epilogue: Young Forever: Even if I fall, get wounded, and it aches, I run endlessly to my dream.”

 

So give me a remedy

멈춰버린 심장을 뛰게 할 remedy
A remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again

이제 어떻게 해야 해
What should I do now 

날 살려줘 다시 기회를 줘
Please save me, please give me another chance

 

Please give me a remedy

(성공인가. 돌아왔어)
(Was it a success? I came back.)

멈춰버린 심장을 뛰게 할 remedy
A remedy that will make my stopped heart beat again

(집중해서 꼭 네게 닿고 말겠어. 떨어지고, 넘어지고)
(I’ll concentrate and make sure to reach you no matter what, falling and tripping)

이제 어떻게 해야 해
What should I do now 

(익숙한 아픔이 똑같이 날 덮쳐)
(A familiar pain swoops on me in the same way)

날 살려줘
Please save me

(이번에도 쉽지 않아)
(It’s not easy again this time)

다시 기회를 줘
Please give me another chance

(관둘 거냐고? No, no never)
(Am I going to give up? No, no never)

I won’t give up

Note: This reminds me of Jin’s monologue from the last episode SAVE ME the webtoon.

 

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