Produced by Agust D
Written by Agust D, Slow Rabbit
Original Beat : Rain by BTS
세상과의 단절
Disconnection from the world
집을 떠난 후엔 감정 소모하는 게 싫어진 19살 나의 관점에서 봤을 때
From the perspective of the 19-year-old me who, after leaving home, became to hate wasting my emotions,
연습생 생활은 거의 만점
my life as a trainee gets almost full marks
덕분에 생긴 대인기피증
A sociophobia that got developed thanks to it
인간관계는 빵점
My personal relationships get a zero
항상 준비 해놓지 두 개의 가면
I always have two masks prepared
방어적인 모습 뒤 본 모습을 숨겨 가며
Hiding my true self behind the defensive mask,
철저히 나를 숨겨 죄인이 된 듯 마냥
I hide myself completely as if I became a criminal
감옥 같던 숙소 밖을 단 한 발짝도 못나갔네
I couldn’t take a single step out of the dorm that felt like a prison
멀어져 가네
They become distant
주위의 친구 가족 그게 뭐든지 간에
Friends, family, whoever around me
머물지 못하고 내 곁을 스쳐 지나가
can’t stay around but pass by me
인간관계란 과녁에 화살은 아직 빗나가
My arrow still misses the target called personal relationships
외롭지 않은 척 괴롭지 않은 척
Pretending that I’m not lonely, pretending that I’m not suffering,
괜히 괜찮은 척 괜시리 열심히 강한 척
needlessly pretending that I’m okay, and pretending hard that I’m strong,
하며 내 앞에 놓아 버린 벽 들어오지마
I built a wall in front of me, “Don’t come inside”
난 이 넓은 바다의 섬 날 버리지마
I’m an island in this wide ocean, “Don’t abandon me”
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